I must vent my anger here. Talk to u in peace yet u showed us that ur unhappy? Did we offended you in any ways? Frankly speaking, I have got lots of things which i choose not to say. However, ur actions ytd really pissed me off totally. Like what i've said before, we've been close tgt since young. Im grateful for having you. I know for most of the things, u've been giving in to me. I can see ur strengths clearly. and also ur bad points. I do not wish to talk to u face to face, is bcuz i know we will end up quarreling. Now im writing all these down, u better read and reflect it, whether u are right or wrong.
Ever since u entered camp, i've noticed the change in you. I feel that u r much nicer to talk to. and i feel glad for dad and you, cuz u two been talking. At least a bit. This shows improvement. Even mummy can vouch for that. Ain't this good? Why don't u keep it up? How come everything falls back to square just bcuz of a computer? Why cant u keep ur promises? Is good enough that you can use the com until 12am. Why u still continue to use it after 12? The problem with u is that u r not considerate enough. They r already exhausted after a day's work, yet they have to work next day. Can't you just switch off the com when the time is up? Do you know that u've been causing mummy to lack of sleep? Everytime u come back from camp, can't you do the things ur supposed to do first, then switch on ur com and do whatever you want. Be more automatic, you won't like it if they keep nagging you to do ur work while u playing games right? When they nag u, u started showing temper again. Think again, who's at fault first? You should finish ur work then play at ease. This way, nobody will interrupt you at all, ain't this much better?
Just like ytd. Mummy was explaining you things to do when u go renew ur permit. Can u be a little bit more patient? Get the things right, so you wont be calling us later on and asking us this and that again. I don't understand why u cant talk nicely to ur family members? Are we that hateful to you? Im already trying my best to help you. Keep reminding you what to do at times. Like ur shoes incident, I told u to clean it asap in the morning.. u can spent ur noon playing com and all, but not willing to wash it. It's ur shoes, pls note that nobody will clean it for you. Dad came home and scolded you. Im sure u r unhappy again. I've told you what to do, but u just don't heed my advice. I can't help you also.
If u really wants to pursue in photography, go for it, i give u my fullest support. Surely theres some enrichment courses regarding photography. If that's really what you want to do in the future, nobody will stop you. Mummy advised you to take courses, but you keep insisting that photography have no courses. Im sure SG have photography courses. It's a skill thing, surely u must have the basics first. Yah, company will look for portfolio, but which company dun wish to see ur certificate? They would surely employ those better ones.
If you want to talk, talk to us in a nice way. Pls stop keeping everything to urself. We are one family, we should know what u want. Im very heartbroken to see my family to be in this state. I enjoyed talking to you at times, but somehow the feeling is slowly vanishing. U are a grown- up, you should know what to do. Going out late and not coming back, not even an sms or call from you. Can u sleep well if ur a parent? I doubt u will, every parent worry for their child's safety. Even when the child grows up, as long as they still alive, they will care for their children. Please do some soul searching, i can see dad and mum are very sick of the same mistake that u made. Do something about it, stop staying in your com world. There'r much better things for you to do. Heed it or forget it, up to you. just stop making dad and mum scold you, I feel tired hearing it. They r not biassed, they love us equally. Don't think that when i use com till midnight they won't scold me. They will, just the same way they treat you. Afterall, i've said my piece.
