Hello people! :) Was rather happy today hehe. Went out in the morning to JE Library =.=" to make scrapbook for that pimp Lau :x Ended up gossiping non-stop.. i guess that's a girl's nature right xD dun ask me wad we talked about earlier on, cuz is C-O-N-F-I-D-E-N-T-I-A-L ! (: Really had lots of fun with my dear friends!
Anyway..is time for me to make my choice already. so i guess i'll spend the night pondering bah. Hopefully i can come to a decision. Some of u may not know wad im saying.. but, is okay :D To be frank, im lazy to explain hahah! For the close ones, i really hope to stay but no matter how the outcome is. I just wanna say Family comes first. I respect their decision and i know u guys respect my decision too. All good things must come to an end, maybe the day is nearing.. or maybe i could do something to prevent it from coming. It all depends, is not easy to fend for urself in SG. Im not reliant on parents, is just that, maybe i can support myself for the time being, but am i able to support myself in the long run? There's a lot of factors to consider. so if i really agrees to go back with my parents, i hope u guys can understand :)
Tan Yeokrui! thanks for ur post lah! so touching can! yep, of coz i rmb wad i said in sec2 =) Even if i leave, is not the end of world yet right? i will still drop by just to say hello ok! hahaha! see whether u grow fatter with ur big appetite :P Like i said , no matter wad my decision is.. i won't regret it cuz knowing u guys is the best thing god given me. so dun cry ah. i know u din cry but just to tell u in advanced lols. If u want to cry dun come near me okays! haha! I bet u know wad i mean lah, and u're the BEST mei ya! :D
To someone, I know u've read the previous msg.. I dun wanna hurt you, though i've already done so i guess. But, i juz wanna say.. if i happen to leave one day.. i want to leave with a smile on my face. A genuine smile.. Maybe we should try clearing things up with each other. but im not sure if u're willing to? cuz im sick of hiding my feelings every time..
