I felt so helpless , not knowing what to do , where to go ytd night. Seated myself at the waiting area , in just a short 30mins , i can see 5 or 6 ambulance arrived almost every 5mins , with some patients unconscious or in acute agony. Seeing blood soaked their clothes was totally gross. i waited for mum alone for around 3hrs. Worried and fear took over me completely. Finally saw my mom in the temporary ward having intravenous fluid, two full bags of fluid to replace the water loss due to vomiting and diarrhoea. I feel my heart heavy, but as long as she get well, nothing else matters. However mom can yet to go home, she've been warded. I wanted to stay with her till the next day and go home together. But she insisted that bro and i to go home first. When she's warded , it is already around 3am in the morning. There's no bus back home. so we waited until 6am+ for bus to come. Feeling tired , i tried to sleep but just spent the morning tossing and turning. I even got the flu due to " coldness " of NUH. Jumped to bed to take a nap. But kept waking up after an hour or so. When i finally woke up, i found myself to be hugging mom's pillow. Maybe i really miss her a lot... called her immediately and doctor dun allow her to return home. I wanted to go visit her today, but she asked me not to as i have got school tmr. Such a caring mom i have! Pray that she's alright and recover asap!
Also, I just wanna thank 2person who gave me moral support ytd. Whenever i got frantic , i will read those messages again to assure myself. Without those sms , i guess i would probably be hiding in toilet to cry. Thanks a million! love^^
