If u understand what i meant in the earlier post ;
i hope i can talk to u personally but ;
i noe there will be argument again..
so i chose this way to tell u my feelings..
Firstly ;
now u are not schooling anymore,
settled with a job.. that's good ; i am happy for u too.
but when comes to working, u must change ur work attitude.
Sleep early ;
then next day wont get headache..
so can go to work. know when is ur off day, inform mum about it once there's changes.
Now since mum already set pw to com
dun use then ;
the reason they dun allowed is bcuz they want to see the change in u..
u on the com secretly behind their back, what will they think?
they will think that u din learnt ur lesson and is still the same as ever..
thus, even more angry with u than ever.
She said that u dragged me down the water rite..
for that; i never blame u or think that way at all.
yes, i cant use com often now and had to ask for her permission.
troublesome, but i dun mind..
if this way could help u ; i am willing to okie.
Sometimes she went abit too far, yes i agree..
but i dun side with anyone u noe.
Sometimes u might be angry with me that i never speak up for u.
this is bcuz if i do,
mum would be even more furious as she would think i am siding u.
all that i've said was the way i felt..
Talk to them nicely, tell them ur thinking..
Dad is much more easier to talk to..but u r unwilling to them rites?
when they prompt u ; why just keep quiet?
The lack of communication between them and u had caused many probs.
Times when i overheard their conversation,
no more chance for u ;
intend to send u back to msia ;
honestly, i dun want that to happen.
We were close since young,
i cannot imagine how it would be like without a person to talk to.
yeah, i am sorry that i throw tantrum at u.
is bcuz whenever i see u playing com behind their back.
if u dun do this, they r wiling to return u ur laptop..
but now they dun have a bit of trust in u anymore..
aniwae, just hope u can understand why i am telling u this.
AND;
i am not angry or blame u for anything.
i just hope to see the change in u ;