Today's a bad start end up bad day.. woke up late today.grr... BIO test totally suxs! i have no idea how to do the whole ppr.. i am prepared to fail this test. ok.. enough of test.. WORSE still.. CME teacher nvr come.. so happy at first.. in the end have maths lesson.. was so darn angry lorhs. cannot have a day rest w/o maths ah!! hkss suxs man.. and of all nice day,, tml needa stay back for rehearsal.. wth.. thought that finally can rest but.. okay.. MY SEC 3 LIFE TOTALLY SUXS! i dun wanna be in this freaking school.. dandan, if i know this.. i would have persuade my mum to... i regretted.. i heck care already.. i am not having any good mood nowadays.. Turning to the other side.. continued watching the JAPANESE show '' One Litre Of Tears"..was darn sad show.. it is a true story that happened to a 15 yr old girl called 'Aya'.. she had this disease called " Spinocerebellar Degenaration." It is mainly a motor disorder..The spinal nerves will slowly degenerate & in the end will disappear.. It begins with unsteadiness in walking, frequently falling down & losing of directions. When trying to pick up things, will not able to tell how far is the object from yourself.. Slowly, have difficulties in walking and end up depending on wheelchair.. Besides, this disease also affect speech..thus, will not be able to speak properly..and finally they become unable to speak.. The cause of the disease is still a mystery.. aside from slowing down the progression of the disease, there is no other cure.. Her family were heartbroken to see her in tht state.. but continue to encourage her to live on.. she kept a diary and wrote her feelings in it.. she, herself.. accept it and live on bravely.. she treasure every day, hour, minutes and seconds she have.. she had to give up her favourite club activities-basketball and transferred to disablilty school as some of the classmate's parents feel that 'Aya' is a burden to their children..so Aya decided to transfer to disability sch.. Aya's condition turned from bad to worse..Aya is getting weaker and weaker by each day and finally one day she couldn't hang on and died.. Even though she died, e diaries she wrote had touched and encouraged people to live on and dun give up hope.. "right now, go forward, move ahead.." this show really touched me and i at least cried 1 litre of tears.. is really encouraging and heart-warming.. ur should really go watch it.. nice show.. :) ("V")People shouln't dwell on the past it's enough to try ur best in everything u doing now("V")
